we plan our future...

i am 20 years old by the end of November 2011. i have another one and half year to finish my study. once i've said the best way to predict ur future by plan it urself. Tonite i was thinkin.... through what i have done since my primary school till today, what plan of future that i have construct...??? i consider myself lucky enough...i have caring family...i have friends....i always get gud result (gud enough)...but when i think deeply..i always playing around...avoiding big responsibilities....till now...i guess i dont have any talent to be proud of...yes..i've manage few events and projects...but still i think its nothing compared wut my frens achieved....i dream to b an engineer...but it is only a dream if i still on my comfort zone....no extra effort...i dream of dean's list...but still it is only a dream if i still playing around...i dream of being an excellent leader...but still it is a dream if i keep avoiding responsibilities...we all dreams of something awesome in our life....but it is still a dream we fail to plan and strive for it....those are my dreams and story....wut about u...??? any plans...???any effort...???

guahahaha

too much high expectation sometimes will make u disappointed....no expectation...???its worse...

boooo...~~~

competitors and rivals...parts of our lives...competitors in study...business...and even relationship...if u feel threaten of them...ur lives will get better cuz u wanna b ahead from them...so...remember...compete wif them and u'll improve....XD

i am boring...

in our lives...things are always changing...even ourselves are always changing no matter how much did u deny it...our favorites...our styles...our mentality...even our feelings....and sometimes when people doesnt change....we call them boring...and i am boring...i eat nasik goreng kerabu for dinner almost every night....i eat rice with fried chicken and pegaga for my lunch almost everyday...seriously....i am boring...my wallpaper doesnt change since the first time i use this laptop...i never buy new shoes since two years ago...i am boring...and no wonder people get bored wif me...i brought many clothes from home...but every monday and thursday night i always wear the same outfit...how boring am i....yes....i am boring...but i never get bored of myself...i never get bored of my attire...i never get bored of meals...i never get bored of peoples...peoples are interesting... backstaber..liars...kaki gebang...cheaters...stealer...womanizer...hot tempered...stalkers...secret admires..seducer...nerds..debtors...without them life are not colorful..life are not interesting...we live among them...and give the chance to get use to them is easier then get rid of them...how beautiful life is...sometimes we never notice...we never notices how lucky we are...why...??? because we never appreciate what we already have...right..we always dream of something better than we have now...but we have to appreciate we already have first...appreciation is something good...it makes us feel pleasant...it makes people feel pleasant...how to makes people comfort with us...???the answer is give appreciation...cherish them with compliment...give them encouragement....in the other advantage...it also a way to get new friend....look how boring am i...i always talk out of topics...=.="

oiouh

The brain is the human body's most mysterious organ. It learns. It changes. It adapts. It tells us what we see, what we hear. It lets us feel love. I think it holds our soul. And no matter how much research we do, no one can really say how all that delicate grey matter inside our skull works. And, when it's hurt, when the human brain is traumatized, well, that's when it gets even more mysterious...................