raya...raya...raya...

adoi...
tiga hari raya...
meriah betol...
kalo raya meriah cmnie selama sbulan mmg kompem aku akn jadi bola....
raya pertama : lebeyh spuluh kali makan...maybe 13...sbb lpas 10 aku da x kira...
raya kedua : kompem smpai tgah malam 18 kali makan...
raya ketiga : higgga sekarang baru 12 kali makan....
maybe it sounds like freak...but sumtyms i tend to b freak...
raya pertama:
pagi2 da p kubur...
bila pk2 balik...
kenapa bila raya baru ramai org kat kubur...???
kenapa baru nk sdekah yasin...???
kenapa baru nk bersih kubur...???
n sumtyms i always wondered y most people when they going to visit cemetry baru nk pkai tudung..
baru nk pakai kopiah...
baru nk sentuh yasin...
ye...
aku bkn alim...
tp...
as a human being that have been gifted a brain, i juz wondered....
my first day i'm at home..
i've visited my mom's grave...
n guess what...
i notice that only me there...
thats y i always wondered about all i listed above...
then...
kenapa bila raya baru reti nk mintak maaf....??
kenapa baru nk mntk halal makan minum...???
adakah raya nie hari mintak maaf sedunia...???
xtahu lahh......
but...
sumtyms i think thankx to syawal...
aku rasa kalo xda syawal xda la sme 2...
xda la owg lawat kubur...
xda la org saling mintak maaf...
adoi...
then...
dr lpas smyg raya...
i did typical thing in hari raya...
visiting family and friends...

raya kedua :
sama je...
melawat dan makan....

raya ketiga :
pon sama...
lawat dan makan..
tp...
rugi cuz kwn2 skola nk dtg konvoi kt umah tp aku xda....
sorry guyz....
mlmnye...
bila bkak fb,...
bila bkak blogspot...
sme org da start upload gmbr2 raya....
adoi...
aku xda gmbr utk di upload la...
baru perasan...
aku xamek gmbr pon raya nie...
haha...so...
blog nie akn jadi bosan la sbb xda gmbr raya...
sorry...

juz few days...

juz few days b4 raya...everybody seems happy....ramadan...give lesson to everybody....ramadan...this tym...kali pertama aku tgok owg islam selamba xpuasa dpn aku...isap okok....minum2....mad...????really2...but...???i dun have any power to touch them...teasing them..???no effect.....nasihat...????mcm bagi nasihat kat kucing....this ramadan...i spent lot of my night selling burger....100 burger a night....from 10th floor to ground floor..."bniaga kena byk sabar"...thankx pak cik....now i get it...these three years old advise teach me a lot....patience....it means a lot...kalo aku x sabar da ramai org bdarah idong sbb nk bli burger...haha...datz y owg cakap ramadan bulan penuh pengajaran....i learnt a lot of being patient...urgh....teruknye english aku...adoi...
bln pose nie pon ada yg rasa rindu...ada yg rasa kehilangan...blogwalking...tgok2 fb org....i c...some person akn rasa sedikit kehilangan raya nie....some person lost their fwen...some person lost their siblings...n me....i will face it too...i lost my mother....bila balek bbukak kt umah pon da rasa len...cuz biasanya mak akn masak mknn fevret aku....but this tym...???juz wish for it...how to be strong enough to face it...???for me...pcayalah dgn janji ALLAH...."setiap yg hidup pasti akn mati...."
kalo kita hanya reti meratap pemergian seseorg tiada gunanya....kenapa x sedekahkan ayat2 suci al-quran...jadilah anak yg berguna...jadilah kawan yg berguna...jadilah sibling yg berguna....ok...???stiap yg pergi....redha lah dengan pemergian mereka...itu urusan tuhan...ok...???
datz all...
samat hari raya...:D