we plan our future...

i am 20 years old by the end of November 2011. i have another one and half year to finish my study. once i've said the best way to predict ur future by plan it urself. Tonite i was thinkin.... through what i have done since my primary school till today, what plan of future that i have construct...??? i consider myself lucky enough...i have caring family...i have friends....i always get gud result (gud enough)...but when i think deeply..i always playing around...avoiding big responsibilities....till now...i guess i dont have any talent to be proud of...yes..i've manage few events and projects...but still i think its nothing compared wut my frens achieved....i dream to b an engineer...but it is only a dream if i still on my comfort zone....no extra effort...i dream of dean's list...but still it is only a dream if i still playing around...i dream of being an excellent leader...but still it is a dream if i keep avoiding responsibilities...we all dreams of something awesome in our life....but it is still a dream we fail to plan and strive for it....those are my dreams and story....wut about u...??? any plans...???any effort...???